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¨the more i think about it, the more i want to go to Bel Air.
everything at Riverside just seems to be falling appart. i mean, 3 lunch periods, advisory for everyone¨
wise words from Deanna
it does seem as if riverside is going to pot.
I was looking forward to next year.
Now im just hoping i get lunch with my friends
&ughh i hope next year bring change.
for the better hopefully.
Ahhhh
well ive been goign trough al ot of shit rightnow.
And hopefully itll work out.
I have a feeling a it will.
I just want to go back to school already,
and hopefully the lunch periods will be like deanna said,
1st period.freshmen.
2nd period. sophomores AND juniors [<--- that would be love ♥]
3rd period.seniors
ugh, i decided i wanted to stay at riverside because of fashion merchandising.
that was the only class i was looking forward to.
I changed my pathway back to socratic.
And yup.
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHh
right now ima beg my mom to buy me starbucks.
.........................
........................
well about my problem.
its working out.
kindofish.
im making my mom feel all guilty and stuff.
HAHA.
well. i guess thats it.
:/
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[16 Jun 2006|04:01pm] |
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ugh.
so no fashion merchandsing class next year.
>:O!!
im mad really,
and also for the lunch schedules and
today the principals suppoesed to have a meeting.....
i think?!?
ugh.
part of me wants to go to bel air
yup yup.
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[12 Jun 2006|08:05pm] |
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new,pretty,springy layout :D
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[12 Jun 2006|07:44pm] |
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everyone has the same fucking haircut.
same fucking tight pants.
same clothes & makeup.
LAME.
i bought shoes (which are fucking awesome by the way)
2 shirts & 2 pairs of pants.
my mom says i need more pants.
and less shirts.
grrrrrrr
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| ugh |
[05 Jun 2006|10:33am] |
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bored outta my mind!
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[31 May 2006|01:34pm] |
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i was lying down on my couch,
looking up at all the awards
i have
of
when i acctually tried to do things,
when my mom didnt yell at me every 5 minutes
when she didnt make me cry,
or when i didnt make her cry.
when i knew exactly who to trust,
and what to do,
when i was shy and nice and polite
and who my friends were.
its berely one, and i already cried my eyes out
i know exactly what made me like this,
adn its partly my fault
for being so inflexible to new things.
now i regret everyhting i did to my mom
adn how much i made her cry
iregret telling her how much i hated her
for waht she did
and for what she didnt do.
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its a year already
i love like him,
i always will, even if he did hurt me.
im cool now :]
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i had the most horrible dream nightmare;
that irener died,
and i woke up crying
and now that shes leaving i learned to appreciate all my friends
because theyre what i love most in the world.
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also i realized our pointless addiction to the internet,
how weve forgotten about the simple things
what makes us log on to myspace??
how everybodys pictures are all the same,
everybodys profiles are all the same,
same haircut
same taste in music
what makes us learn html just to have the best layout??
we could be out there doing something productive,
instead we're in front of the computer
wehen theres so much out there,
theres more to life thatn the internet,
theres people to meet,
places to see
things to do
and most of them dont revolve around myspace
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[30 May 2006|12:33am] |
bahaha
effing shay shay called randy over,
and she kept whistiling at him
it was embarrasing like omg!
but yeah,
twas fun
haha
and i was right,
that guy was mikey,
cuz he asked some guy for a light
and im remembered mikey smokes
so was like "hell yeah"
oh, and some guy that looked like oscar
BAHAHAHA
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[29 May 2006|06:54pm] |
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blah blah
im boreeeeeeeeeeeeeed
nothing to do,
just wait for irene and shay shay
blha blahsda
das
dasd
a's;d
'asl
dasldlas'dls'
das
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and he was like "dksuafsdufoiusdoafi"
so i was like yeah right
and blah blah blahness
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| IM ANGERED!! >:[ |
[22 May 2006|08:02pm] |
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ANGRY/FRUSTRADED/SAD |
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TODAY WAS LIKE UGHH!!!
IT WAS FRUSTRATING,
LUNCH SUCKED
IM SUPER MAD AT SHAY SHAY
GRRRRRRR....!
DSAFJKLDSJFKLSDJ
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SDJKFHKDSHFKJHDSKJFH
SAKJDFHJKHDSKJFHKDSJ
UDSYAUFOIWEYAF
I FUCKING PISSED
>:<
ADN LKE IDK IF WE HAVE TO PRESENT TOMMORROW
AND WE DONT HAVE ANYTHING READY
FUCKING SHIT!
MY WORLD IS NO LONGER IN ORBIT
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[21 May 2006|08:54pm] |
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luis <33
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[16 May 2006|11:03pm] |
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REMEMBER??
"the good stuff"
"fuck the free world!!"
"put it in the box"
"its common sense,guys!"
"Is that a little pony?"
"excuse me,sir?"
"DAMN!!"
"euq??"
"it goes to the left"
"it goes to the right"
"Zoltan"
*drumroll*
SSSP!!! =]
and our stupid nicknames
"geenny"
"banana"
"atchly"
"tippany"
"tina"
"the clones"
"shenaynay"
and how we had
different nicknames for people
remember the
"macking table"??
remeber playing bullshit at the end of the year?
how we said we were gonna be best friends forever,no matter what??
and look at us now
not even a "hi" in the hallway
remember art class??
art club??
making aracely cry in 9th period?
laughing at her?
[mean,but we had fun]
singing in french?
french class with a teacher that acted like she was on drugs?
when i was obssesed with tokyo mew mew?
when we had stupid slam books
and notebooks were we wrote to each other?
when we promised we wouldnt let high school tear us apart
but it did.
when i didnt always have a reason to cry
when we talked shit about people
and laughed at them
how much we cried the last day of school?
how depressed we were?
when i listened to good riddance over and over again?
all the hugs we gave each other?
remember all those pizza parties in art?
how much fun we had??
drawing retarded things
and trying to get inspired
remember i wore hot pink eyeshadow and black eyeliner?
and oscar
remember him?
hes sooo two years ago....literally
:]
how sami held my hand
today in second period watching krhs
because i know we both felt the same
and how much weve changed
since last year and the beggining of the year
when we used to follow robert warren
and when we asked for his name
and for a picture of him
and how yesterday
i was like damn
thats gonna be us in 3 years
and looking trough old live journals
saying how i was so scared of growing up
and of change
is dreppesing
because im still scared and i havent gotten over any of my fears
and the summer was amazing
blah!
and i creid so much when his dad died
and thats the week me and irene went to the skate park
an we cried
in the little kids games
and those are all just memories
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[11 May 2006|05:32pm] |
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four jobs i've had
* student
*hmmmm
*hmmmm
*hmmmm
four movies I can watch over and over again
*billie elliot
*cyrano de bercegac
*LA MALA EDUCACION <33
*the notebook :D
four tv shows i watch (Well, when I actually watch TV...) - same
* the simpsons
* family guy
* american dad
* that 70s show
four places i've been on vacation
* california
* creel
*lol california
* uhhhhh
four dishes I never get sick of
* SUSHI
* pizza
* spanish food
* chinese
four websites I visit daily
* you tube
* myspace
* livejournal
* habbo hotel
four places I'd rather be right now
* spain!!
* the mall
* japan
* the skate park
four people I tag
* irene
* uhhhh
* uhhhhh
* uhhhh
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| i wish a bus would hit me |
[03 May 2006|07:35am] |
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Hmm...i dont know if tit my friends not liking luis or the "end of thr year depression" i always get.
But im sad.
I dont get to spend enough time with luis
because irene gets mad
and because i promised
and i didnt mind
until today.
idk y
today i just felt really depressed
and thats partly why i didnt want to go
back to school today
I <3 irene and luis
but they hate each ohter
:[[
and idk if its because of that,
but i just cried my eyes out
Now,
I wish that bus would run me over.
the end
:'[
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[29 Apr 2006|05:55pm] |
stomach just made a noise like a little kid
and it scared me
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[27 Apr 2006|06:00pm] |
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ok!!!
hmmm
today in 5 th period i read the book im supposed to reat tommorrow,
and i did pretty well.....i think!!
well whatev
idk
jessica seemed weird at lunch
andin 7th period she told me
"i keep forgetting im in high school,i keep thinking im still in elemtary,or in middle school, it was much easier back then"
and she said how school was different now
and that she was probably gonna move to montwood
next year
:[
and yeah,
she wasnt really feeling well
so we sat down on the floor
and after that i felt really sad,
cuz it was much easier back then
gahhhhhh
and when i said i was gonna be crying my eyes out
i did
yesterday i was reading fruits basket
and yeah
them mom didnt want momiji cuz he a member of the sohma family
and she said
"the only regret i have in this life, is that that creature came out of my body"
and he was ok with her forgetting that she had him
:[
and i started crying right about then
siiiigggggghhhhhhh
ok i was gonna write about somethiig else
hmmmm
oh yeah, guillermo
im avoiding him now
idk
its not the same talking to him anymore
i guess i outgrew him
last time he was on msn,
but i dont lke talking to christopher so i put my thing to offline,
and i went online
and he was there
but i didnt feel like talking to him at all
blhaaah
and its almost gonna be a year since i met him
like next motn i think??
idk
i remember it ws the summer
haha
and it kicked ass
:]
ok so i went today so i could change my pathway
and blah blah
i forgot to ask for summer school
though
doh!
gaaaaah
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| its something impredictable |
[25 Apr 2006|05:20pm] |
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:'[
im gonna get sad again!!!
just wait,in a few more weeks im gonna be crying my eyes out
i will, just wait
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| harhjarrrafdaslhfjkldhsfkj |
[24 Apr 2006|05:44pm] |
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sorry-maria mena |
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ok so computer is being gheeeeeeeeey
gheeeeeeeeyyyy
gheeyyy
yup
blah
anyways......
well the most exciting thing that happened today was the book aaron read,
o yeah!!
and 4th period!!
lmao!!1
well as always pablo and seth fought
hahahaha
but like seth pablo choked seth and it was hilarous
lol
LMAO!!!!!
and what else??
nothing else i guess
ooh no!
i ate yummy pizza and tomato juice!!
har har and then some strawberries and ice cream
:]
kae,thats it for today
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| some one kill meeee |
[21 Apr 2006|11:06pm] |
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aaaaahHH!!
i forgot tommorrow was saturday!!
im going to fucking dieeeeeeeee!!
i forgot
dammitttt
fuckkkkk gaaaaaah
ok damn
i wanna be sick now
damn
que nunca puedo descansar?!?!?!
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| luis |
[21 Apr 2006|10:59pm] |
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makes me smile <333333
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